updates 5

im here to clear spiders web! Halloween is still far far away! 

im currently enjoying my life to the fullest because i have been going out everyday. meeting friends, enjoy, laughters and happiness. i do not have spare time to be sad. yeap, i have been smiling. (tho i grumble how tired i am)

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finally met up w my babylover! it's beeen so long since i last see her! it's either she is having exams or im having exams or she is overseas! she brought me to TABLE MANNERS at changi city point. and im loving that place. 

ratings:    4 ribbons out of 5!

yes! i love this place! the food aint pricey. it is really affordable. the food is yummy. the mushrooms ragout is my personal favorite! but it is not easy to locate. it is a really nice place to spend ur lazy afternoon w a friend! there are two pavilions for customers to dine in. but there will be NO AIRCON and it look like a bird cage. so we had our meals indoor w aircon! i will definitely be back again!

i think i had the best company for that day's lunch, hence, my happiness doubled instantly. im not joking when i say i love this woman. i sompa!

<3 there is no image to upkeep between us because we have seen each other at our worst. when we kena tekan by ah quek.

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went to help out and celebrate eric's 21 party. the last time i saw weiteng and weili was when im still in primary school. and the last time i saw junjie was when im in secondary school. it is so amazing to see everyone's changes. everyone's voices changes and everyone had become a young adult. we are no longer girls and boys. we are not ladies and gentlemen.

tho we no longer look the same as how we looked like years back, we are still able to recognise each other immediately. 

i wouldnt say i miss them because it is a fact that i really dont miss them. reason being is that we werent a clique to start with. however, i must admit that seeing them, all the memories came rushing back to my mind. they went to look at our primary school's class photos and talked abt the rumours we had in the past. these are fond memories that i never want to forget. these details may slipped off my mind but i swear i will recall them when someone mentions it. 

such gatherings are really fun! but it is really so difficult to plan. everyone have their own schedule... like this party, zhenxing and kayan couldnt make it.. :(

the balloons we blew MANUALLY w our lungs. *needs oxygen mask*

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i know this is not my party, but it is my nature to be narcissistic! 

annchee and i bought balloons for ourselves! i got myself a pink princess balloon!

it's my blog. it's only normal to have more of my faces right?

ok la, i just love myself more. 

it's still tt phrase, if even i dont love myself, then i dont deserve any love from others. 

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met my tuesdaycouple yuya on a monday! walked ard a little before settling down to talk a little. it is always inevitable to touch that topic. i thought i could deal w talking abt it now since i had come to terms abt it. but my heart still wrenched. it's been months since i touched this topic. but i blurt out everything. 

it's only to kx or ben or zw, i will use the words "hen tong" (v pain) to describe myself. because using those two words makes me feel v vulnerable like a weakling. but i realised i used tt two words when talking to yuya. hmm. my strong image must have been shattered into a million pieces. 

anyway! this yuya wore a maxi la. then i wore a shorts and a normal button down shirt. like so lok kok lor. machiam i her maid like tt. tsk! she dress up also nvr notify me! *box*

had astons at bugis+! WO DE TIAN ARH. i miss astons! 

puffy eyes because my eyelotion is irritating. please dont misunderstood tt i cry. im too manly to cry!

updates 4

lack of updates due to exams. but im officially done w my exams now! thus, this update!

if only this perm can be permanent. as much as i love my straight hair, i must admit they are boring. and it makes me feel fresh whenever i let down my hair having it bun up for hours. 

happiness are usually short-lived. my hair straightens back itself within 5 minutes. 

mother's day. whipped up 4 dishes for all the mama(s) in the hse! 

 frankly speaking, they taste weird. but it's filled with love.

bite size fruits cut by my popo! it is filled with love also.

yes.. im not gg to recover from this allergy :(

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had a short meet up with with ida and guoqiang on friday night!

went to ate at the ramen stalls in bugis+.
all the 8 stalls are champions from all over japan! be it tokyo, kyushu or hokkaido. but it is really really salty!

My upcoming birthday.

Truth to be told, i held great importance on birthdays. Yes, especially my own one. Yes, the obvious will be because i love myself. But more importantly, it's because it marks the day my mummy went through all the labour pain just to get me out into this beautiful world. (; i really appreciate this, even tho i still ask for presents on my bday. I should be saying thankyou to mum. Not forgetting others. My daddy for waiting outside e operating theatre, my grandparents waiting at home for my arrival. (In case you do not know, im borned in e middle of the night. Like 1:08am)
My mum told me tt im such a imp to be choosing such a timing to be born. Haha.

When the sun rise, my relatives came over to look at ME and my mum. Im receiving way more attention than others because im the first child, first grandchild. Aiya, just know tt i seem "fresh". Needless to say, other than attention, im practically e emperor until my brother is born. I shared te attention and all. But i secured the place as number one. This is not impt because he is my brother. We are related by blood and blood is thicker than water. I love my brother tho he can be really annoying.

Back to the topic, my birthday. Back when im 18 years old, my mum asked how i wanted to celebrate  my 21st. I brushed her off since there is still 3 years to think. Without a warning, im turning 21. And i have attended 4 bday parties. All the 21st. Thr is a mixture of hotels and chalets. These are the norm. My mum asked if i wanted a function room to invite friends and relatives over. I tot it was cool back then. But now, it's seems really normal to me.
Please dont get me wrong. Having parties in chalet and hotels are fun too. It's just person preference.
I just wanted to be unqiue.

So, i opt to go overseas. (Mum said im here to collect my debts from previous life. Hahaha). But she know my temper. She says tt if she didnt say yes to my idea, i will not be smiling on my 21st and i will be grumpy for life.  My mum knows me best. Im spoilt like this but i really want to be different. Im ok with not having a big group of friends singing happy birthday song to me, just my family and a foreign country is good.


My original plan was to do bungee jump over in cains. But my grandmother learnt tt i will need to sign those exclusion clause saying tt they will nt be responsible for my death should anything happens. She objected strongly. She was so worried when i say i wanted to donate blood. It feels good to be someone's precious.

I gave up on tt idea after deciding nt to make my grandma worry. She is my favorite person. <3 so i choose to go on the hotair balloon fly on my 1st july. I even emailed them asking abt e reservation and prices. Then there was some politics gg on over in turkey so fml. I choose australia. Then the news abt the hotair balloon collapse and killed 19 ppl, my grandmother objected again. :(

So i just thought, no adventorous stuffs, then a shopping trip will be a good one! As i have combed most countries in asia, i really have no idea whr to go. Like japan, osaka, korea, jeju, hokkaido, hongkong, thailand. I have been to these shopping paradise morethan 1 times. I hav no idea wad made me choose korea over tokyo. Im more of a tokyo person. Because i really really love japan. But i had been to japan for about 3 times. But i have only been to korea twice. So i chose korea.
You may wonder why wont i go to places over in UK or US or maybe Paris. It's because im still not into bags like LV or chanel. Im still at samantha thavasa stage. Young puaysee will forever be young and girly! :p

I did my calculations and i totally dont deserve to be studying accounting. Because even if my calculations shows staying in singapore is cheaper, i chose to go korea. Say i choose a function room celebration:
Function room in MBS for a day : ~$1000
Buffet style food catering from the hotel (50pax) : ~$1200
Decoration : ~$150
Cake : ~$300

Not including doorgifts and other misc. this adds up to $2650. Hmm. I will be happy to be surround by my friends and getting all the attention. But there is only one puaysee. I really hate to neglect any friends. I want them to have 100% of my attention.
Korea trip: air tix, hotels, shopping :~$5000

Plus if i post on fb, people might think "oh hotel lor.." Or "why nvt invitr me.." Let me escape to a kimchi land happily. Give me yr blessing. Please dont say things like "because u rich mah.." No, im not rich. I just want to be different. And just so happen tt my parents can afford this luxury trip for my 21st.
Not everyone can comprehen my logic behind this post, but what i wanted to say is that, thankyou for making my wish come true.

Thankyou for not saying no to my request.
I will be flying off on the 29th June to 4th July. I will be spending my 1st july in HELLO KITTY CAFE!

night out w the ladies and gentlemen~

back to wawawa bistro by the reservoir! hmm, other than saying how much i love this place, i have no idea wad else to say! but the seats that we were given aint ideal. unlike the previous visit, where we get to sit under the fan so it was quite chilly. this time round, we were seated somewhr in e middle. hmmm. 

nevertheless, it's still enjoyable! (:

the amt of food we ordered were crazy. 4 main courses and 2 twelve inch pizza. full die us! not forgetting the sapporo beer. it was so bitter that i didnt finish it. i drank abt a quarter of it?

it's been more than a year since the 5 of us meet up.

it's really difficult to plan esp when we all have different schedules. once a year aint too much a request to ask for i guess! (:

the pretty ladies

the handsome gentlemen

i insisted to be in the pic.

annchee is the best camwhorer i ever know! no front camera and she can still take this picture perfectly!

with her ard, i never neeed to use the camera!

so blessed to have her in my life!

showed my mum these photo and she kept commenting how pretty annchee is. 

my mum NEVER compliment how pretty i am.. sigh..

it's ok, can i self praise myself here??

puaysee you v pretty! HAHAHAHAHA

9 years since we have graduated from primary school.

not many still keep in touch w their primary school friends.

but i did, and im glad i did. (:

because im puaysee

WARNING: THIS POST IS FILLED WITH MY FACE. 

i cannot deny my love for myself. but im not wrong. this is because if i dont love myself more than anyone else out there, i dont deserved to be loved. another reason is because i tried drawing my eyeliner differently. i did smth more dramatic. since im home alone, no one is going to ask what am i doing. 

the max i will draw for eyeliner when im out of the hse is two black lines on the top of my lids. nvr the bottom. and they tend to bend upwards. like cateye.

however, this time round, i tried drawing the lower lids as well and i love the droppy look from afar~ ok la, i admit im trying to act innocent. im not sure if i express myself well enough. hmm. and yes, i feel my eyes shrunk when i used the make up remover. sigh. why am i not born w huge eyes. 

the only reason why my face is 99% blemish free is because i used iphone front camera. hahah.

if i go out in this eyeliner, ppl will look at me like this.. 

it's not a crime to draw differently. 

my hair is messy but still nice right? it look so voluminousness(??) and long.. 

right, so other than my eyes, im flaunting my hair. this bunch cost $3xx and YEARSSSSSS of maintenance. all the more i shld flaunt it.

WTF! i didnt realise i did a duck face until im typing this caption. 

ignore from nose and downwards. 

bunned up hair!

growing out my finge? shhuld i???

nah, i still love my fringe!

im glad to be a girl, all short of hairstyle and make up!

i didnt live in vain.

im a bimbo, im a vainpot.

no idea what is this post for.. 

take it as an update!