bellabox JAN

helooooo! im back again! look whats i received recently! (: my bellabox! ((: ok, so germaine introduced this site to me and me being a curious cat, i signed up for it!

basically, this is how bellabox works..

every month they will deduct $15 from ur account and they will send a box of new, pretty highend, interesting and everything nice products. in the box, there will be 3-5 items! :O so do ur maths and you will realise that each item will cost (15/5 = $3!) and it's all on the pretty HIGH-END side.. hw to nt get tempted u tell me?

the content of the box varies from cosmetics to skincare to polishes *screams*

dont give me craps like "i dont use these products. i go for inner beauty" BULLSHIT.. who will be interested in ur inner beauty if u dun have external beauty to attract them in the first place.. instead, you shld say "yes, im doing all these makeup for my OWN eyes"

yeap, so im looking at twitter and realise germaine and yuya gotten hers. so i like ganchiong spider and chiong home! when i reach home, disappointment slaps me hard in my face. there is nothing on the table! ): so i went to bathe.. *knock knock* the postman came! and my aunt received on my behalf! then again, ganchiong spidering in the bathroom! :O

came out and to my delight, it's a hotpink box and the words read BELLABOX!

opened and im like eggcited only! ((:

look at what i got below!

look at hw sleek and classy this box is!

yeapp a new year, a new me (:

these are the 5 items i got. click and read how worthy this box is!

look! i received a full sized lipbalm which cost $14.50.. neh, my $15 worth alrdy! even if i give it to my mum or friends, oso worth! at least i can make 5 ppl happie w $15. *cheapskate*

p/s: which girl/lady/woman doesnt likes to doll herself up? she may shakes her head now, but in time to come, she will walk into a counter and tada! (:

went shopping w mummy today! end up carrying 6 bags full of clothes home.. power of woman! then im talking abt the graduation day w mummy. 23rd may 2012, 2pm! :O (provided i pass)

i told my mum, im expecting a bouquet of flowers, a decently see-able sized teddybear and a necklace! went to aim at the necklace at SK!

2 caught my eyes! one is a fairywand w ribbon! another is a tiara key! ohohoh! the sk introduced a new princess collection! and one of the ring is a BAM! i loved it! it's like the ring i gotten on9 but w more details! it's in a shape of a tiara!

the design is damn princessy and dreamy! but i feel tt im too old for it alrdy even though it is white gold! hmmm..

ohya, there is afa test on friday.. damn.. does it means tt i hav to study on cny? -.-" thanks sp..

RIP hammy; i love you

18jan2012, my brother is looking at hammy.. den hammy is lying by its side. usually, even when hammy is sleeping, her tummy will move. but ytd, she is completely still..

i hate myself cos im sleeping when hammy decides to depart from this world.. then in the morning (19th), im otw to school when mummy text me "Hammy rest in peace..." i held back my tears and walk to class.. i found the class empty when i reach. i scan through the pictures of her.. den tears rolled down my cheek uncontrollably. no one in class den..

then i told myself not to cry. cos my classmates are gg to come in anytime. so i tried to sleep. true enough, my classmates comes in and i have to smile. damn. cant possibly cry like no other's business in class. if i do, im prolly gg to scare the shit out of my friends.. so i "slept".. couldnt concentrate at all. only covering my face is the best solution.

soon after, i told myself to get a grip. i cannot possibly sleep the entire day. den xiuhui and i starts stalking. felt much better cos im distracted..

after doing proj, had a little free time.. im free again. think of hammy again..

i think im pretty good at concealing my sadness nowadays. tt is one of my forte.

dear hammy,

im probably the worst owner ever. throughout this one year plus, i didnt touched you at all.. all i did was call "hello hammy".. den i sat beside you, look at you.. i rmb gg to simei pet safari to get you. my bro and i thought throughout the night for ur name, we decorated ur cage, sanitized ur toys, fill up ur foodbowl, cleans ur cage, changes ur strips of papers and so on. now we dun get another chance to do it again for u.. *tears rolling*

this one year plus had been really awesome w ur companion. i will never forget about you! never in this lifetime! you have really been an awesome little one and thanks for bringing joy and fun in my life..

a part of me wants you to be here w us now, biting on the sunflower seed, running on ur wheel. but i know that you have completed ur mission in this world and time for u to report to ur next mission.

you are part of the family. always. <3 be safe in the other world.. be friends with bunbun <3 i will join you in years to come.. and most importantly, be happy and healthy (':

i love you always hammy

RIP <3

hammy w her fav balls, sunflowerseeds and broccoli

mummy and bro burying her.my bro cry while burying her )': the scene is damn heart wrenching.

i just want to keep the last memory of her ): puffy eyes from all e cryings ):

hey hammy.. (':

im missing you again..

someone pls call me. feel like talking..

the night felt extremely quiet tonight despite all the smses..

Always like that...

Life is always making fun of me.. There are a total of 196 countries in the world. Yet, my tutorial qns hav to use tt country to ask us to do forex. Damn. Tt qns, i tried my best nt to pay attention. But i still hear it.. I know im being ridiculous to get affected like this but seriously, everything links to him and idk why! ):

Shopping juz now w idaBFFAW.. And thr r two guys behind us. I wasnt paying attention to wad they are trying to say. They just happen to talk abt their friends named M.. Den im like thinking, "of all names.." even though i know e possibility is so low, i still turn back to srr if they r his friends. As expected, they are not.. :0

How cn such meaningless things affect me so much tt allow me to churn out a blogpost?! Lol. Psys.

Im blogging w my phone now w my nuren and nanrens beside me. (: timecheck: 1:24am. 4.5hrs more, im awake for 24 hrs. Always feel better upon seeing them (: becauuse i dun hav to say a word and they know wad am i gg thru. (:

Sweetheart kept asking me why am i so occupied w my phone. Lied to her say im msging. But im blogging on he much i loved her & tt two nanrens! <3!