last projective monday!

hello hello! happy post todayy!

after a year of chionging projects, exams, tests and assessment, it is finally the last week of the school term! we are all tying up the loose ends of our projects.. remember how we used to stay back in school for projects. be it for a while or overnight, i appreciate the days! (but it is really hard to go thru these again)

we smiled, we laughed, we pekchek, we pissed, we sad, we demoralized, we partied, we went thru thick and thins, we solved problems when it arises, but we didnt gave up..

finally, our sufferings are ending soon! it is the last week! (((: it's the last mondayy!

of cos, our friendship grew at lightning rate (: we went shopping, we ate tgt, we ton overnight tgt, we teased, we talked, we gossiped, but we didnt fell out! ((: (best part of a friendship is being able to tease yet wun angry) <3

so today, this IDA BFFAW like bought a packet of M&Ms. then i told her wad i did to m&m when im young. i treat it like a lipstick. (yesyes, im a bimbo bitch since young can) ! so ida and i played w it! i took a very NORMAL RED while this ida took an ABNORMAL BLUE.. LOLOL! love steady friends whr we do stupid things tgt! yay!

my red reflects better in real life. idk why the pic makes my lip so pale.. should have chosen brown! you see this ida! HAHAAH

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girls right... we muz take photos! ((:

plus is last monday.. MUST TAKE..

plus w me.. CFM CHOP MUST TAKE!

after taking it, ida edited it! and it turns out damn nice! idk if she gt change the lighting or not.. but i only know she added the words and stickers and bling bling! <3
BFFAW! i love the way she wrote the "FF" like "#"! <3

our eyes both look damn watery here!!! love how reflective my eyes are! thanks daddy mummy for this pair of eyes! thanks for the double eyelids too! (save money on PS) i love it! *wink*

this week is going to be so AWWW! so many "last time".

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went down to SIM on sat.. sent my application form in.. i took up the bridging course cos i cant afford to waste any more time.. i know i've wasted a year in poly. if i can reverse time, i may opt for JC.. i wonder how will my life be if i listened to my family and chose JC tt year.. i guess if i did badly, i will still be in uni now.. -.-

but if i opt for JC, i wouldnt have met my mighty DAC02 and my awesome cliquee and my dearest grpmates.. <3 i hope this offset the time wasted.. i guess it will definitely offset it (:

so yeah, im nt the top students, i dun have fabulous results.. so SIM is definitely my next step. i kinda like the environment.. let's hope i will be happy there!

down down down down down!

this song is on replay.

not a new song but still, addictive

not receiving your whatapps had become a norm.

1 Feb...

1st Feb.. it was one of the worst day in my life.. putting aside the blunder made for proj, which is alrdy v bad, bad news just have to come one after another.

the whatsapp i gt from you, erased all the smiles i had on my face. i really cant bring myself to say [congratulations] to you. i didnt reply w a smile. i didnt type a word. i put one emoticon. if u want to know wad i reply and uses an iphone, it is actually the "facial expression tab" 2nd row, 3rd face. this is the best i could go..

yes i damn useless.. i have been "advising" my friend to let go, dun bother abt such guys, dun waste time, dun hold on.. when it comes to myself, im actually way worst than her.. at least her ex doesnt have any commitments so she can still have him back.. but my is like IMPOSSIBLE. yes, if you go back to the first few post and read abt M... i think im the one w the least rights to talk sense into her..

yeapp, i have been preparing myself since tt day for this piece of news. i tot i was mentally prepared. at least I THOUGHT i was.. but when i read the msg, my heart still sank.. i just cant smile.

that is what we thought right? we did this tgt before too you rmb??

you are the one i wanted to marry since im 14. till now, im 20, you are still the one that i wanted to marry to.. i promised to wait, cos i know you are the one! we talked abt our futures, where i will kiss you goodbye before you leave for work. while i will take care of our baby. when you come home, we will have happy dinner together. den we will read stories to our baby. before bedtime, we will cuddle tgt on the sofa to watch our fav movie..

again, changes. everything stay intact, just that my role in ur life have been replaced.

i think a plaster is not enough anymore. who else can i blame for my own injuries?

my brain warned me..

my friends persuaded me..

but my heart still went ahead w/o heeding any advice..

liar! liar! liar! liar!

have been holding on way too long.. much longer den i am supposed to.. i guess this time round, it is really game over.. the difference is that there is no longer a replay button..
one day, i will say this proudly. but not now..

that is how i spent my Wednesday night.

ok, B is definitely gg to call and scold me after he read this )': but you know when im sad, im better at typing to express myself then to say it out loud right? tt's why i didnt call you last night. you bear to scold me? comfort me la.. ):

the night wasnt eventful. i didnt dream of anything. but my chest area still feel damn stuffy. morning was bad.. very bad..

idk what is bugging me.. but im feeling really lousy..

i wish i knew the reason.

我笑不出来现在。

last dinner @ Market 85

reason why i put the pic on top is cos it is my favourite! our toothy smile! <3

friday was great! finally met up w jiaqi and kaikeng! zhihan juz ret back to sg so he wasnt able to make it..

so anyway, after afa test, went down to bedok to meeeet the pretty and the handsome! headed down to 85 to have my forever-in-craving bakchormee! still taste damn awesome! (:

fyi, 85 will be closing down soon to renovate for a year! there goes my another memory.. -.- yes, i do complain how stuffy it is, how dirty it is, how hard it is to find a seat but still, this is wad made 85 market 85 (:! the days when we lepak there tgt, chat thr tgt, chill there tgt, eat till wan explode tgt, loiter ard there tgt.. have to say byebye to them! ):

but but but...... nevermind! (: we can always create new memories! haven been thinking this and that recently (: good job puaysee!

our A1 table! may we get all the Ace after sitting at this table! (:

after our dinner, we went to tamp to chill out! went to walk ard den went to urban write! (: jiaqi showed me the hellokitty section! OMGOMGOMG i saw the graduation "diary" kind.. w/o a second thought, i held one on hand! it has e hello kittty sanrio (C) sticker on, so i guess it is authentic plus it is selling at $7.90! HOW TO NOT GET IT!? (: yay, i can get my class to write on it now!

after paying $$, i open it! and i gt jiaqi and kaikeng to write in it! i read as kaikeng wrote.. i wun write the entire para here but the most impt sentence is "ni hen ke ai" . even though i read it as kaikeng wrote, still KAIKENG SAY I KE AI <3 den after tt, im known as [ke ai de pei si] HAHAAH!

jiaqi is another sweeet one! w/o hesitating, she wrote [love you!] WAHHHH! <3 true love from jiaqi! heeheehee! to those that hurt her, you will have ur karma. it is definately ur loss to nt cherish her. but nvm, because of you and you, she will know that there are a lot more ppl cherishing her! IM ONE OF THEM!

IM NOT LEAVING YOU JIAQI! (: muackks! love you too jiaqi!

wanted to go starbucks to chill out! yes it is friday night, BUT KIDS/ ADULTS, you should go home and rest ur liver and stop taking up the spaces in starbucks! WE GOT NO SEATS.. so we went mcdonalds! arghhh!

nvm, had my cone icecream! (:

after tt, we train home! happie night w happy people! ((:

my jiaqi <3

we gt telepathy and we wore pink tgt! ((:

kaikeng writing in my hellokitty booook! ((:

this is wad girls are goood at other than shopping!

the biggest pic, i can sense her love for me loh!

JIAQI can you sense my LOVE FOR YOU? <3

so dreamy!

for once, i hope im a guy. so i can protect this woman here!

smileyy!

KAIKENG! u and ur forever in shocked face!

while kk went to get icecream;

wo men! <3

the 2e6 's!

graduation

my graduation will be held on the 23rd may 2012, 2pm. i really hope i will pass this last sem. i want to graduate w my friends.. pls! ): idw to waste another yr in poly.

anyway, if u read my blog constantly, you would have read what i wanted for my graduation in my previoussss post.. now i want to further elaborate on them! yesyes, i know is poly only, nt uni.. but still, it's graduation w the robe!

google says that the flowers to give during graduation is lilies. but i wan champagne coloured roses or blue roses! even though i know that flowers wilt, i still want to lug a bouquet of flowers around taking pictures w my friends! yes, i says i preferred toy flowers cos they wun die on me.. but on occasion like this, a real bouquet of flowers are great!

second item on my list is.......... a teddy in robe, mortarboard, and a cert in hand is great! yes i know it is a waste of money! but it is pretty meaningful leh! my aunt asked me to choose which i wan.. now im in a dilemma whether to choose forever friends bear or the me to you bear! BEING A GREEDY PERSON, i said i dunwan mini size.. i wan those decently SEE-ABLE sized ones! at this age, i still have a thing for soft toys.. haih, hate to admit the fact tt im turning 20 in a few months time!

the third and the last item on my list is a SK Jewellery necklace. it is a star wand with a tiny rose gold ribbon! (: i know i dun have fantastic results but i hope that my family put on the necklace on me w pride. (: im nt in the honor roll, i dun have great achievements in any cca, in fact, im a below average student, but i still wants my family to be brimming with pride when they sees me in the robe!

i shall leave the emotional speeech after i graduate.. hahah! otherwise later i fail ( CHOY TOUCH WOOD SPIT SALIVER), i have to copy paste the paragraph in the next year..pui.. idw..

i will be officially done with school in 31 days. time is really flying a little too fast! despite wanting to be done with these proj, presentation, exams asap, a part of me wants time to stop.

alright, so i hope my family appears in dover w e 3 items! ((: im greedy like tt. so what :P

yes, i got high maintenance! BUT SO WHAT, no need you to support me right! SO DONT COMPLAIN! <-- i feel like i gt some attitude prob when im typing this sentence..

the DRAGON year!

im back to talk abit about my chinese new year! pls be interested! cos im taking the effort to blog about it!

yeap, so before i start on anything, R is here to wish all of you HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR w me! :D

HAHAHA!

so on cny ever, i went shopping w mummy! finally bought the nail glitter! not cheap but it looks damn awesome on my fingers!
i swear it is 10x more glittery in real life.. ok, u can blame my phone. but i say first ar, if u blame, you are offending the entire iphone4 population *smirk* :D

yeapp, so reunion dinner blah blah, i went home to rest do mask and everything la.. taking the cny as an excuse to be an ultimate bimbo! ((:

then before the clock strike twelve, daddy came into the room and say "xiao mei, happy new year!" *pass angbao" win, im called xiaomei! -__________-"

den mummy passed me hers! YAY! two angbaos!

day 1:

prepare prepare and went to popo hse! ((: gong xi fa cai ard collect angbao, den hide in room. also known as the escape cave! camwhore w my cousin!

i have a smally family. (: i love it small. (: small and cosy. (: most imptly, i dun have to rmb too many names! yay! juz 2 cousins + me and my bro! awesomeness!

after tt, went over to another grandma hse.. also camwhore w my another cousin. there only gt 1 girl and e rest are all guys. at least gt one girl to camwhore w me.. if not, i probably will juz die from boredom!

damn! but seriously, IM DAMN BORED THERE. cos im not really close w them and we dun have a common topic to talk about. but her boyfriend is one romantic chap. i heard tt the way he gave my cousin's mum e first impression is tt he acted as a deliveryman and send a bouquet of flowers. he didnt allow the maid to sign the form and insisted that my aunt goes down to sign it. awww. den she called my cousin and my cousin introduced her boyfriend to her mum! omg, tt's really an awesome plan. but my another aunt say "if is me, i will chase the guy off. wun allow my girl to date a deliveryman" WTH, spoiler leh! but i burst out laughing! HAHAHA my aunt damn not romantic! LOL!

then my cousin asked me if i gt a bf. same qns tt i have to answer everytime i meet her. i always say no and she forever dont believe.

dinner dinner! den slack ard w my cousins. they simply refused to take photos w me! guys are always guys. >:(

after tt, went to my mum's classmate hse to bai nian! omg her daughter damn pretty! mix malay and chinese. DAMN PRETTY! even im captivated by her beauty! my height, slim, long wavy hair, and typical pretty mixed face, fair fair. damn (Y). but the son is short tho he not bad looking.

after tt, went back to my popo hse to play mahjong. monkey has no luck no money no honey this year. so i lost $35 in the mahjong. damn. nevertheless. had fun!

day 2:

happie birthday popo! <3 thanks for tolerating my xiao jie pi qi. i know im damn demanding sometimes and i always insist on what i want. but still, u never fails to satisfy my wants. you wake me up in the morning, prepare my meals, took care of me. before i slept last night, i went into ur room to wish u. in the dark room, i see ur wrinkles, and i realised u have really aged throughout the years.

im sorry if im impatient sometimes, im sorry if i get frustrated when i pms. but you always forgive me within a few minutes.

thanks popo, i know i cant live w/o you. idk hw to take care of myself alone! so pls be healty like u are now okay! i love you popo!

woke up late. i haven even done preparing and the relatives start coming. my eyeliner draw halfway. make me ganchiong only. -.-" the QUESTION OF THE YEAR pop again. got boyfriend a not? now so pretty.. <-- i swear i nt bhb, is my relative trying to por me by saying i pretty. (shiok leh, ppl say i pretty) ;P i answered no and smiled. then they continued, " then bring home next year and collect angbao from us!" LOL. seriously? am i supposed to be attached at this age???

time passes really quickly and it's dinner time! went to city square mall momijji jap buffet! ((: my bro and i and my two cousins say cnt stop. muz keep eating. e first to stop eating muz finish the bowl of udon. damn im so full tt i can explode. so i kept saying IM DRINKING! *sipping*.

say byebye and went home.. here i am, typing away!

fyi, i have been driving ard these three days. drive in my heels, drive in my flats. but made quite a no of misstakes tho! HAHAHA. daddy still says tt im a dangerous driver!>:(

my cousins and my brother!

my vainpot cousin!

yes, we v hiao! im hiao and i know it.

quite pretty right us?

thanks to the apps multi-lens, arbo idk how many pic will i be uploading!

love this pic most! ((:

our dresses!

i wore black dress on the first and second day!

first day is the above one, more straight cut and like more stylish.

second day is lacy and flowy, more to girly and bimbo.

my another cousin! she and her bf damn sweet and she is 1 yr younger than me. at this rate, im gg to be an old spinster. idw leh, like tt how i have children to marry my fil's children!?

yes i know i damn wuliao!

i love this wecam app too!

i think is effect v dreammyyy

the TANs.

love my cny pics, cos my eyeliner makes my eyes look big.

ok ppl, makeup are always deceiving. im sorry for lying to u all. but rest assure, i dun photoshop my pic.

another thing tt make my picture looks like i hav flawless skin is tt i use the front camera. low resolution. HAHAHA. im sorry to disappoint u if u see me face to face w my pimples, pores, wrinkles, redness and blemishes

second day loh!

my bro damn cute!

the app again. and i say the chioest get the center part!

we siao again!

sanyee, xinyi, xiaoyee and me!

xiao yee, she stayed w me for my entire 19 going 20 years. she erase my hmwk (in pri school) if my handwriting i atrocious. so i have nice handwriting now.

she helped me w my problem sums, i always gt praised by my tcher.

she helped me w my compo, so i gt perfect grammar.

she never fails to pay for my wants.

we pillow fight till i fall aslp sometimes <3

my sanyee v cute! she helps me w all the application to schools. <3 w/o her, i wun know hw to register myself into a school. yes, im tt stupid.

she never fails to give us angbao w many $, birthday angbao w many $, xmas w many $.

even if she gt makeup stuff oso will share w us. we acted like we are friends rather than aunt and niece! <3

we gt nth to do cos we waiting to go into the restaurant.

heeeheeeheee i gt a pic of my bro!

yes i really know we v hiao!

the camera shy guys!

the food tt my bro toook!

signing off w our big eyes!

off to count angbao money loh! ((: $___$ (v money faced)

thanks for reading ((: